Sorry Dude you are late....!!!

I have a big fight with my pal. He tells me something to which i have no answer to.....I keep quiet I just don't reply as I dont have something to throw back. After the moment has passed away I sit down and realise that, Oh...!!! may be I cud have given this reply to that question...or may be I should have retaliated with a strong reply such as this..!!! But then the conscience in me tells me to calm down and slow down the negative thoughts. But in rage I want to reply and do something. So i just walk away from all for sometime so that I dont flush out my anger on someone. That is the time when i am surrounded and invited by more thoughts that provoke me to retaliate harder...and more lethal options are now available for it. I just try and calm myself. but then a thought of realisation creeps in SORRY DUDE YOU ARE LATE on retaliating and standing up for yourself. i can relate to this instance in every aspect of my life. In my life this place of this pal is taken by my boss, my best friend, my colleagues, my not so gud friends, sometimes parents too..!!!

It sometimes disheartens me that though i was able to come up with a gud answer or a gud reply or a gud fight back, the time has just slipped away from my hands...I have lost the chance and the opportunity to prove my worth at that moment when it was required the most. Thats the place and time when i realise that this is a point of change in me. I should be more spontaneous, more than that, spontaneous with desired results, comeback or for that matter a serious talk(with parents).
Mom used to say, "dont miss the bus", i never imagined that this saying wud actually show its ugly face in this manner, where i need to be quick and real. This is not just when i wanted to show my worth to others, it became necessary when i wanted to prove myself that i am worth a lot in this competitive and lethal world. Its a benchmark which i have to realise in this lifetime.
Hopefully in future i wud like myself to be saying the same dialogue that Kareena Kapoor said in the movie Jab We Met says " Thank You Babaji, aaj toh aapne mera record todne se bachaa liya, aaj toh train miss hi ho gayee thi".